clairebot's blog

hello blog. i went on a trip home at the end of august and since getting back, i haven't felt much motivation to write on my blog or work on my website. today, however, i am feeling inspired again. i started school today, my fifth year of college. after f…

today i sold these fabulous sequined wedges to my local vintage shop. i knew the day would come. they were a smidge too big on me and impossible to walk in. even though i couldn't wear them, i loved having them around to look at. i've always been like thi…

he's in remission but there is still grief. i mourn the life we had before cancer. i miss being carefree 20 year olds. the past year has been chemo, hospital stays, heartache, growing pains, and uncertainty. we've had to grow up so fast. the future is so…

i started this blog as an outlet to write about my boyfriend having cancer and it has turned into a new passion/hobby for me!

the other night, i was really struggling to process my emotions so i got on my computer and just started writing. i couldn't stop, it just felt so good. feelings i'd been holding onto for a year just flooded out of me. i wrote in a way that i would be com…

last year, my boyfriend was diagnosed with cancer at age 20. it turned my world upside down. i felt so lonely, it felt like no one understood the pain and fear i was feeling. i was searching online to find articles, forum posts, reddit threads, anything f…

a little over a year ago, my boyfriend was diagnosed with non-hodgkin lymphoma. we had been best friends for almost two years, but had only recently begun dating. the day before his diagnosis, he had picked me flowers to celebrate four months together. he…

i hated my iphone for a while before i made the switch to a flip phone. i was tired of mindless scrolling and the irresistible temptation of online shopping. i did the thing where you delete all of the unnecessary apps and turn the phone to grayscale to m…