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i feel like my emotions flip flop a lot and i wish how i could just feel locked in and hyped and focused all the time without using anything of course. but ig that is just part of being human. i feel crazy sometimes but i also remind myself that it is oka…

it is, in their minds, the natural next step to prove they are still ahead of the curve against their peers in elementary school you were ahead if you were invited into the gifted program in middle school you were ahead if you were in advanced math classes

i dont think i ever properly explored the way i was treated when I reacted emotionally as a child by my family. sometimes i think about it and it was just so ridiculous. people always called me soft because i cried often. maybe i do cry often, but i was o…

I'm stumbling out of bed and into the bathroom where I open the mirror cabinet swinging it wide open to clumsily grasp for my contacts.

I like to take walks and sometimes on those walks, while I am admiring the nature/scenery, I realize how insane it is for me to be experiencing.

We assume that reincarnation involves losing memories and this is easily tested by realizing we do not have memories of a past life.

context: I am a new grad swe at a relatively large corporation In sixth grade, I decided that being a professional coder was what I wanted to do.

I have such a huge desire to buy more clothes and I want to say that I cannot buy brands like buck mason or todd snyder because i can't afford, but it's not really true.

That is the name my grandma gave me when I was born.

I'm trying to make the most of my life.