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I'm taking a [hopefully short] break from blogging to focus on other creative pursuits.

Number of movies watched: 57 Favorite/most memorable movie: Teenage Sex and Death at Camp Miasma (2026) Don't feel like writing anything else about this month, too overwhelmed

omg I haven't done one of these since March.

but I hate when I justify certain behaviors, in internal monologue, with simultaneous understanding that I'm self-destructive.

Today I went to the park around 5pm and lied on the grass and watched palm trees gently sway in the breeze, as if they were in slow motion.

There’s a page in my journal that says Jennifer Jason Leigh in big swirly cursive handwriting.

I'm participating in #100HorrorMoviesIn92Days again.

I was browsing a streaming app and misread "eyewitness news" as "emptiness news," which is kind of what micro/blogging feels like, and I don't mean that in a derogatory way, or maybe I do, you losers, (guess that makes me a loser too).

I used to think toxic positivity was a term that I unfairly wielded against optimistic people who rubbed me the wrong way because I was a depressed person wallowing in misery.