whistling in the dark

that's it, that's the tweet

every time i think i'm doing better, i feel myself slip. yes, yes, healing isn't linear and if i zoom out i'm honestly thriving but on the day itself?

getting older and all of its issues, the one thing that feels within one's control is health. i get it now, now that i'm past 40, worried about my cholesterol, looking longingly at chips and fried snacks and berating myself for giving in when i eat a cook…