𝖆 𝕸𝖔𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖓 𝕯𝖎𝖑𝖊𝖒𝖒𝖆

As I pack this dorm room, as I lay my fingers across the hall, the blue painted stones of a room that has been my safe haven for over year.

Do you think about how long it takes to get to the bathroom?

In the last year I found myself doing things I wouldn't.

2018 Flashback. we just got back from the party, my usual is a Johnnie Walker Double black and Coke.

Theres something in me that refuse to be quiet, to give up to say " its time to let go".

i just want a fucking ring on my finger lmfao. i want someone to look at me and say this is forever and actually mean it. i want commitment, the kind that feels steady, the kind that makes a farm by the river make sense because we’ll both be there taking…

if i could rewrite the dsm i think about the dsm sometimes, which is funny because most people never do. but it’s shaped so much of my life. it’s this invisible book that decides what’s “real” and what’s “just in your head,” and if you’re trans it can dec…

I.

I am a fucking woman, I feel like a woman and my life experiences as this moment in the here and now are of a fucking woman.

when I think about the way things used to be, the grandiosity of it all, the power ive held, Its not fair to say that I never enjoyed life until the moment I transitioned, but Its also unfair to say that my transness was the solve all to the worlds proble…