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i am kinda exhausted, i have been tending to a group of about 3-5 crack smoking paranoid degenerates for the past few weeks, and my anhedonia/executive dysfunction and general numb feeling of being dead inside has returned with a flaming intensity- i genu…

suffering, eons, and a gas station i have been suffering most righteously. for eons now, it feels like. it has been so very long. is anyone still reading these?

the dog is on the floor emaciated dying, i believe it started all of a sudden not like we didnt see it coming he has been ignoring the signs for weeks letting it waste away and skinny out skin and bone all thats left it played a lot seemed fairly smart for

consider me to be groaning and lazily rolling out of my pile of sheets i call a bed to write this transmission, dearest reader. i am depressed. it has officially been like... a whole month since i left my abusive relationship of 8 years. 8 fucking years!!!

as i sit here behind the taco bell on a road that used to be of rather posh stature, i gaze upon those who choose to look to me. i stand out, i have always stood out. as a matter of fact, i believe i have ivented a new braiding tactic on my hair- its love…

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guretinguso i am return from the fringe once more my lovely witness of this night i hope you are really here with me in this moment, i dont mind the loneliness but it would be nice to be... seen felt or, contemplated.... ...

here i am back again... hullo... sigh i made it pretty far this last bit- 1.5 weeks, or was it 2?

my people... my... invisible.. readers?

oh my gracious witness of today's lamenting song and scorn i crawl ever inwards, avoiding the avarice and greed yet mirror meets me still, glaring and stark, showing that which i uncomforted, the same reflecting on all sides, no matter the flavor or posit…

contrary to the current rumours circulating certain online spaces, i am not dead!

on the other side of the duality ~coin~ godspeed here we find ourselves on the other side of my strangely shaped and most likely glowing ~coin~ of contempt. i figured with all the negativity that my prior post beget,which i have chosen to present my murmu…

greetings greetings my most treasured reader. i'm so glad youve found me here, on such a lonely night. sigh. ugh. harumph, and grumble. i am a grouch, and a sad one at that... wherabouts most are celebrating at my current wherabouts, there are quite a few…

welcome back to my domain of disdain, desolace, demure... agh-!

greetings once again i am writing this from a very large mattress on the floor of this questionable abode that i am currently setting up camp in. xenotrek found it. it was his idea. the place is nice, but i keep hearing voices hidden in the air conditioner

the sound of electricity humming is like a blanket, ever present... i am staying in a hotel next to a power station, it feels so fuzzy... lovely... hullo again, wonderful web i am here today after dragging my too-large and flipper like feet in the conquest

greetings once again greetings once again, whoever you may be who are you, i wonder who finds yourself here with me on this day this moment this happening?

my earliest influence my earliest influence was the elder scrolls oblivion. i used to exist more in cyrodill than i would in my day-to-day life. i remember a time before that where i found joy in playing in the woods, in building forts, bridges, idols- for

room 205, sleep inn greetings, been a while. as i write this message, i am sitting in the bed of room 205, inside of the sleep inn, matthews, north carolina. xenotrek and a new disciple are regaling over a successful renegade from earlier today. these days

hello again my dear readers if indeed you exist to read this i have been on a rather long and winding journey through the realm of possibility, regarding potential electronics projects — specifically with the esp32, arduino, and scavenged tech found here…