What If I Shit My Pants?

I found out my dog has kidney disease about a month ago.

To avoid going into freeze mode with writing, I created a challenge for myself this week.

I had my first Ketamine (Spravato) session today after a month-long break.

The last time I competed in bodybuilding was in 2023, and I honestly feel like I never recovered.

It has almost been a month since I last wrote on here.

Our lease is coming to an end, and after a bit of a rollercoaster of decision-making, we made the hard decision to move.

My brother is moving to the UK soon, and despite him being a real asshole the majority of the time...

I can't keep count of how many times I go throughout my day thinking about how I can't wait to be done with work so I can come on here and write.

I don’t think I have ever felt so lost and so stuck in life as I do right now.

My depression has really started to drag me down again lately.

I have been struggling hardcore lately with feeling like I will never get back to the old version of me.

I am having one of those weeks where I am having a hard time putting feelings into words.