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  1. Wouldn’t it be so lovely if it was?

  2. Avulsed bone fragments who am I

  3. Deoptimizing My Life

    Is it bad to want to know less?

  4. Eggs Still on Ice

    Am I really just delaying grief?

  5. Holes in the Ceiling

    As the nurse brought in my breakfast at 7:30 a.m., I realized I hadn’t left my hospital bed in a week: I had officially taken up residence on a 36 x

  6. It’s Saturday afternoon and I’m following New York Times updates regarding the horrific killing 1 of Alex Pretti by a group of ICE agents.

  7. Now.

    In flipping through an old notebook the other day, I found a chicken scratch across a page: I'm not sure when or why I wrote it, but like most serendipitous things in life, I rediscovered it at…

  8. (and other lies I've believed)

  9. I would have canceled the appointment but I have extreme guilt about canceling on doctors last minute.

  10. (Hint: it's what it took to get here)

  11. The Great Unsettling

    “What do you want?”

  12. I sat cross-legged in the corner of the large sectional couch, eyes darting around to the six other women who sat in a circle in the living room with me.

  13. Temporary.

    For better or worse, the past decade plus of my life has been measure in racing seasons. 2024 was the first year since I ran my first race in 2011 that I haven’t gotten to a start line, let alone a…

  14. “I can’t believe I’m saying this,” I admitted to my physical therapist the other day, “but I wish this was a stress fracture.

  15. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how multiple things can be true at once: how many things are actually “ands” instead of “buts”.

  16. "Past My Prime"

    “We won’t need to file Schedule C anymore after this year,” I told my accountant this winter, “I’m no longer getting any sponsor money.”

  17. Mirrors

    I walked into a completely empty apartment in Golden, Colorado.

  18. Recovery has no endpoint.

    In June 2000, six months after being discharged from the pediatric ward at Emanuel Hospital, my treatment team officially declared me recovered, complete with a paper certificate (I kid you not).

  19. Finding Myself Again

    This past week, I was bopping along on a weekday run down my familiar dirt path, jamming out to the best of Sunny Day Real Estate (hello teenage emo years!)

  20. Maybe.

    I fought back tears and growing panic as I said to my therapist, “ok so I know it’s a super low risk but my fear is that I will be one of those few people who gets that rare side effect and it will…

  21. Childless or Child-free?

    The other day, my dental hygienist made small talk as she cleaned my teeth: “so, do you have any kids?”

  22. And other things I've found to be all wrong about bone injuries

  23. This is the hard part.

    A week after my stress fracture diagnosis, I crutched around Leadville 100, putting on a brave face (ok, failing but trying).

  24. So this is 40

    My dad's 40th birthday is emblazoned into my brain: the black decorations, the cake napkins that read "over the hill," the tombstone cake topper, the constant jokes that he was officially old.

  25. Please believe me

    An hour after I arrived at the residential treatment facility in Carlsbad, I asked a staff member where the restroom was.

  26. The other week I started writing about the feelings that came with my most recent stress fracture.

  27. In February of this past year, I had a moment of panic.

  28. In a journal entry from December 2018, I asked myself: “Can I be an athlete AND be in recovery from an eating disorder?”

  29. It’s been a year since I was discharged from Opal Food and Body after entering intensive eating disorder treatment for my third and hopefully last time.

  30. As I chatted with a friend on FaceTime the other week, I made the joke: “I dunno…maybe the silver lining of this pandemic is it will cure me of my e

  31. When I was 6 years old, if I couldn’t get to sleep by 7:30pm, I would start crying hysterically.

  32. 2019: A Year of Rebirth

    On paper, 2019 probably looks like a rough year for me.

  33. Running Big’s Backyard Ultra was a gamble for me: it’s not exactly an easy race to return to as my first ultra in over a year since injury, undergoi

  34. I was a colicky baby.

  35. September is a month that brings up a lot of feelings for me.

  36. (Content warning: This post contains my thoughts and feelings around my body and pictures of me.

  37. The Recovery I Needed

    In March, after sustaining my fourth stress fracture in the past three years, I wrote that it was time to take a step back and re-evaluate – to stop

  38. Don’t Fight the Water

    When I first started swimming, I couldn’t understand why it was so hard.

  39. Several months ago, I had a long conversation with one of my best friends from law school.

  40. My training log entry the day before the 2018 Barkley Marathons read: “Once that cigarette is lit, I’m going to race my little brains out.

  41. Several months ago, I promised that I would share my return to running logs for those interested, not thinking that anyone would actually want to se

  42. I’ve talked a lot how I do a lot of my runs to a single song on repeat – past favorites include everything from Smashing Pumpkin’s “Tonight Tonight”

  43. Rewriting the Script

    Someone once asked me what I thought was the one marker of a successful person: I answered with “the ability to pivot.”

  44. The Injury Commandments

    While it’s not something I’m exactly proud of, if there’s one thing I’ve become well-versed in this past year and a half, it’s been dealing with inj

  45. Race Happy

    I feared my return to racing, and I faced that fear.

  46. I Fear My Own Return

    Fear.

  47. 2016: A Year of Healing

    On April 26th of this year, a few days after the whole “broken femur” thing started, I picked up a copy of Cheryl Strayed’s book “Brave Enough.”

  48. It has been almost two months since I received the ok to cast the crutches to the curb.Two months since I re-entered the world of bipedalism after t

  49. Finding Joy in the DNS

    For anyone who has ever signed up for a race via Ultra Signup, you are probably familiar with the most dreaded of features – a listing that displays

  50. It’s been 6 weeks since that fateful run where lightning bolts shot down my leg.