receipts

in my mind, blogging had the appeal of being a journal, creative output and connection with the world all wrapped in one. what fun, i thought, everyone can see these thoughts that are so interesting to me!

because i love you, i want to know you. talk to me, talk my ear off, i can’t promise i’ll remember it all but i’ll do my best. i want to know everything about you, even the parts you don’t understand. if you want a mirror, i can be a mirror for you. when…

i want to be powerful and rich, but that's not all. i want to make the most positive impact on the world that i can, to lift millions out of poverty and prove the cynics wrong and start a family and be rich but good. i want to be celebrated. i want to be…

i recently mentioned to my friend that i wanted to look for a new job.

quiet, quiet, quiet, sweet warmth on your chest, greys and yellows filter through the rich blue velvet curtains and envelop you in a midday daze. car revs up and away, the din of traffic from afar, deep underground a subway rumbles. your knuckles feel dry.

these days i am trying to write more just to put pen to paper. writing is the medium through which i clarify the jumbled thoughts in my head. by reflecting on your own writing, i can shine a light on my internal inconsistencies. i can bring myself peace.…

i recently played a game of trivia and lost very badly. many of the questions asked for useless facts that i don’t care to know. name the queen of this country from this year, name the herb used in this little-known dish, etc… trivia knowledge is a bag of…

i like feeds. i'm on twitter and instagram reels for ~30 minutes daily with no plans to stop. i know that's a crazy thing to say in 2026 with the big tech surveillance and shortening attention spans and the loneliness crisis and so on, but i'd rather be h…

i've been keeping in touch with a lovely bearblogger who has very graciously mentioned my blog in their recent post!

we consume more than humans were ever built to consume. we consume everything, information, food, water, lumber, silicon, we take it all and demand more. what will we do with it all?