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a goal i had at the beginning of this year was to leave social media behind which i have since accomplished. i wasn't super active on it to begin with, i used to post a lot more in my 20s and really tried to make my life seem interesting. eventually i rea…

recently i got a hankering for making some focaccia bread. i used to eat pounds and pounds of it at my first job at a family owned pizza joint. i've always wanted to bake stuff but could never commit to buying all the tools i need for most recipes. i also…

lately ive been thinking about what i would do in the case of an emergency. i live alone and all my family lives in another state. i wonder if i was injured, got violently ill or was murdered to death, how long it would take for someone to notice. i reali…

ok so i revamped this sitch. i built a neocities site so all the meat is gonna be over there and now its just gonna be the blah blah blahg over here. coding neocities for a blog is not easy (for me) and just linking to here is so much easier since this is…

even at my big age, my personality and/or identity is still such a struggle to figure out. it's what im most insecure about and what has held me back from success in careers and friendships. it makes me lack confidence and im constantly comparing myself to

i would rather die than to welcome a new neighbor into the neighborhood with a nice store bought pie but if there is one thing i would never do, is be a selfish and inconsiderate neighbor. i am shocked and appalled at the behavior of the grown ass adults…

in an effort to provide purpose to my life where i feel a bit nothing-y, im gonna start a blog. i need low commitment, low risk for shame and disappointment if i fail, but raging dopamine release every time i click 'publish'. at this time my days consist…