alieniloquy

Just got back from biking around my new neighborhood, and into Beverly, the next town over.

today was pretty good, another nearly perfect fall day. nice and cool in the morning, a little warmer in the afternoon. i biked to the station in the morning, and took the train into the city as per usual. this morning, as i looked out the window of the t…

A yellow onion, diced, and laid to rest in a pool of shimmering olive oil in a medium sized cast iron skillet.

sometimes when i feel particularly depressed, i forget to keep with daily routines like showering. a week may go by and i'll have showered like twice or maybe three times. time will pass in a very strange way and then i'm lying on my bed literally doing n…

And it was okay.

Two nights ago, we were sitting out on the porch having dinner, after a brief but much needed break from the humid summer days that we've been experiencing all too often lately.

today, at long last, i deleted my tumblr (and the email that at this point was only associated with it and has long since been relegated to spam). i logged into it on my phone this morning, just to do some nostalgia fueled scrolling on the platform that o…

well, after a few days of a heat wave that had us sweating through 100+ degree temperatures, its finally a comfortable temperature again. in the past week and half i've moved back in with family as i inch closer to beginning a new job that i am both excit…

Life has been a little hectic lately.

For the past two years or so, I've been mistakenly getting emails from a church somewhere in Virginia.

well, i had a third interview for this other job, the one up in boston, near my family. it went well, except now, after learning more about this role and how its different than my current role, i keep having this nagging feeling that i shouldn't want it,…

From Bernadette Mayer's collection, titled, Bernadette Mayer Reader.

the week has been heavy, and to add to it, the weather has been stormy, humid, 70-80 degree days. the air feels like moving through wet sand, textured and thick, slowing me down more than i want to. it hasn't all been tough though, and the slow down has r…

well, it always surprises me how much difference a day can make in how i'm feeling. i don't feel as hopeless anymore. the rain is pattering down on the panes of glass in the window next to me, i'm still feeling pleasantly buzzed from the few beers i had e…

its been a while since i've journaled or blogged, and i've noticed i feel less present with myself. i also am using my phone again as a "smart phone", rather than a dumbed down minimalist interface. it still feels okay though, and that is because i still…