Noahie's Blog

Things have been low stress, which I attribute to more frequently taking my Olanzapine.

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A term I keep coming back to over the course of my life is collective effervescence.

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I've found that some of my most productive writing is done in heightened emotional states, and that's scary to consider.

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A series of scribbles from my many notebooks. 1 The tenant jostles his keys.

Don't know what to do?

I broke my fast last night.

I've decided to make my sprints here an hour long now, but even when they were at 45 minutes, I tended to go toward a certain word count instead of writing the whole way through the timer.

Today is day four of my fast.

Never underestimate time alone.

It's Holy Friday, and I intend on going to my parish's service tonight.

It has been about a week of no cigs and no porn.

I, like many Christians, have been having a tough time loving my enemies.

I got in a fucking car crash yesterday.

Palm Sunday was good yesterday, thanks for asking.

This morning, I felt emboldened to make more effort toward my spiritual life.

Yesterday was quite tiring.

I was listening to Ye's newest album Bully earlier this morning, and it was good.

There's been a certain gloominess I can't shake, but despite that, I feel calm.

Divine Liturgy was pretty good yesterday, thanks for asking.

It could always be worse.

I might be hitting a wall.

This morning, I've been thinking about my past, particularly the crossroads I found myself at when graduating high school.

Today has been slightly annoying.

I've been having a few different threads of thought over the last 24 hours or so; lots of theses swirling around in my head.

Last night, I was reminded of this clip from Slavoj Žižek where he discusses the futility of happiness.

Divine Liturgy was great today, thanks for asking.

Tensions are running a bit high today.

Sometimes in between writing these entries, a certain set of thoughts will come about.

My dreams have been going crazy lately.

Yesterday I got sick again and slept all day.

This week has been marked particularly by fatigue.

Today's entry is dedicated to this month's IndieWeb Carnival, a project where independent websites write monthly blog posts dedicated to a certain theme.

It's been a good day so far, and for that I'm thankful.

I have this fear of a growing complacency among more peaceful days in my life.

Just before starting my timer to sprint out this entry, I sat for a moment to try and think of some kind of game plan for how I wanted to structure this entry.

Over the last day or two, I've been dealing with an onset of fatigue.

These days, I find myself in a relaxing tedium.

I've been thinking more about my position on tech privacy.

Lately, I've been feeling a certain staleness in writing these entries.

Early yesterday afternoon, I fell asleep and slept throughout the rest of the entire day and through the night.

When I went to the gym yesterday, I finally decided to do some strength training.

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I think I've been struggling with standards lately.

"It is written that man will not live by bread alone, but by every word from the mouth of God."

A poem I'm the writing on the walls I'm nothing at all I'm the ghost you keep on seeing I'm the check you never cashed I'm the thing you keep putting off I'm the thing you keep on chasing I'm the freckles on your face I'm the wind blowing through your hair

A few months back, I discovered the idea of chaos magick and have been thinking about it a lot in spurts since then.