Nika Siradze - Diary

If you ever see me speaking in public, freely with the best performance keep in mind that i never stopped to achieve that simple thing today i had terrible public speak, full of anxiety, full of out of script directions i missed a lots of core details and…

"what's next?"

every year, our wishes are for a better future sometimes it’s not actually depending on us bust mostly it is if you're reading this and think something is off with your life it’s time for it to change starting with small things, like actually minimal chan…

"i wanna build something, that people will be proud of" this was my words at 13 things have changed, almost the decade has passed but i still have this words in my head "remember who you wanted to be" even if everything falls out, you should always rememb…

i was working a lot on something very locked in, fully focused ayo - this needs to be coolest product with tiny details and motions spent a lot of time on it tested not only code level, even visually all manual work was in it i even posted it on X it got…

there's a kind of knowing that only shows up when no one's watching you can study something for months, build with it, live inside it, and still, the second someone asks you to explain it out loud, the words just run i learned this the hard way once, in an

this is me in 2026 [image:https://files.instantdb.com/3266b789-a14e-4180-aef5-21ef34425795/9/7a8a8e4e-b0e4-4d3a-96a8-8d81b6cf2845?

During the years of continuous work I haven’t cared about my health at all I mean, not entirely, but I haven’t had active hobbies Just board games, video games, and my girlfriend who was trying to hang me out somehow But no, my goal was to develop a future

I mean, when I first created this diary thing, I thought I could write with more frequency But Every day tasks, the things I care about, make me focused on other stuff more Especially after the career break (idk if I can call it that) Now things have chan…

I was right about the "[link:Year of change:/diary/year-of-change]" thing 2025 started with achieving my biggest dream, and I thought I moved to new phase But everything just dropped down and broke I think this was the biggest downfall for me in the last 2

Dreams can be a goal instead, as they will be accomplished if you look from this perspective.

At the start of the year, I didn’t even imagine how this year went I attended 3 conferences and visited 4 countries for the first time Moved to a new apartment Moved to a lead position Built my dream work setup Started learning French (still rudimentary)…

Everything starts from something I love how modern chat interfaces look like I also love reading blogs hmmmmmmm, why not to merge both?