FALSE MEMORIES - nailsthatglow

I had an interesting day.

I am not what I would describe as angry often.

I am in doubt of almost everything about myself suddenly today.

This is my birth month.

I am not sure what to write about tonight.

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I think I will be older.

I wish I could talk about this subject more directly.

Christopher Lee.

You look at the world and wonder why we allow people to be shitty like they are?

It could happen today.

Today felt strange.

I have to talk to someone about something …and I am not sure how it is going to go.

I was asked once how I write every day.

I want to have a sense of safety.

Today my expectations were met.

My experiences with people online are mostly through date/hookup apps.

Since I was a teen, I have been moving.

So … I am a bit of a slut.

I am old.

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Two things I want to express.

Today I started rough.

Today I decided I was a little sad.

I have been sharing my experience and observations with someone when it comes to art.

The things that have hurt me the most recently are on my mind.

There are times I look around the space I am in.

I do not sleep well.

While there have been times I have been doing really good… none of it lasted.

I went to work today.

Someone I thought I had feelings for accused me of terrible things today.

I am having a really hard time.

Right now, I am brain dead.

I am so frustrated with life right now.

I am so frustrated, horny and feral…My feelings are getting hurt more everyday and I am not sure what to do.