/musing/

Content Warning: This posts talks about suicide and depression.

I almost didn't make it out of bed yesterday.

Mild spoilers Watched Teenage Sex and Death at Camp Miasma by Jane Schoenbrun today!

cw: smoking Since my last relapse post, I've struggled on and off to maintain a general sobriety from smoking cigarettes.

After three years in my current household, I'm moving out.

i saw a crow crossing the street the other day. its little claws pitter pattered across painted crosswalk lines. i don't know why, but it made me a little sad. the sky is so big and the ground is so low, so why limit yourself to the laws of man?

i am alive. july was a hard month. i ended a friendship that meant a lot to me, and have been grappling with the emptiness that comes after. i have been in the throes of dealing with workplace harassment. my body hurts every day from the labor that i do t…

Happy Pride.

Content Warning: This post talks about injections in some detail.

**Content Warning: ** I hate you and I love you. you asshole why is everything the way that it is why can't I be in a room with you without the silence stretching for miles I miss you.

I saw this post on the Discover feed and I thought it was really neat.