monocyte’s blog

this video about the album without you i'm nothing by placebo is so good. it's definitely worth watching.

got the moka pot my friend shared on his blog. it's really solid and is made out of stainless steel as opposed to aluminium, like most other moka pots. because it's made out of steel, coffee comes out at a slower pace making it easier to control and not g…

my trusty old s20 fe suddenly decided it didn't want to register any touch input out of the blue. so now i effectively can't use it and it sucks ass. i have been using it for 5 years and was going into 6 so i guess it served it's time but i still feel fru…

i know this is supposed to be ironic but i can't get out of this music video. it's so funny but also so good 😭. almost makes me wish i was a divorced dad. the mean time - your monster (the beast inside) voices of angels in the hands of jesters for real.

i never want to work with anyone ever again. never want to manage interpersonal relationships, solve conflicts and try to hold it together. just let me work alone and let me be the only one responsible for my actions.

it's been a while since i last talked about my music setup and things have changed a bit. the music player main benefits of owning a device specifically for listening to music for me are: it saves on battery life of my other devices it allows listening to…

i'm sick again... for like the third time in the last month. i'm tired of not getting enough sleep and constantly battling illnesses. intern year is going tougher than i expected and pediatrics was supposed to be one of the easier rotations. maybe i will…

got a tetanus and hepatitis b shot. my left arm feels sore and i think i had a fever that stopped me from getting a good night's sleep yesterday. i ended up napping midday. glad i picked a day where i can rest after getting vaccinated. i think the worst of

i always find it jarring to start writing something after a long ass break. the motions feel unfamiliar, my mind feels unfocused. but i'm writing so something is working lol. ever since the start of may i've done a lot of things, let me go by chronological

not dead, life has been chaotic lately but i'm working on posting something detailing where i've been for the past couple of months. peace and love <3