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it's my birthday today, and while it's not going that great, the cherry on top is a message i received from a relative of mine. it's a video containing an ai-generated character with my face, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY text plastered on top and a random person sing…

평소의 덥고 쨍쨍한 날은 오늘 나의 텅 빈 것 같은 기분이랑 잘 어울리지 않아서 비가 내리기 시작했을지도 모른다.

this is a theme i've been running into quite a few times in the past year or so. i've been trying to make efforts to improve the quality of my life by: going out more, either touching grass or attending community events meeting new people (to try to make…

it's been over five months now since the last time i posted something here. it's not like i haven't been around during those five months - in fact, i've been lurking in bear's discover feed or checking bear roll every other day to read new posts. i've been

it's been more than a week since i made the attempt of screaming to the void about the fact that i miss the old times. i wasn't expecting more than a dozen of readers, but i did put my email there, so maybe three or four people would reach out to me?

this morning, i went to bear's discovery feed as part of my morning routine and stumbled upon this entry: BRING BACK EMAILS AS A FORM OF COMMUNICATION (hi peige!).

books the giver - lois lowry foster - claire keegan songs in my head - stray kids matilda - harry styles 2011 - 5SOS 흰수염고래 - YB, covered by han jisung goodbye - kim seungmin shows our unwritten seoul [미지의 서울] when life gives you tangerines [폭싹 속았수다] family

i am an avid reader. or at least, i used to be able to call myself that. i once read an article written by James Clear which stated that "[t]he key to building lasting habits is focusing on creating a new identity first." i'm going to take that identity a…

i wrote this post a week after i saw my grandma at the hospital, and forgot about it entirely. she passed away last week. if you're reading this by any chance, it would be nice if you could take a moment to wish her well, or to pray for her. — i saw my gr…

my grandma was admitted to the hospital a few days ago because she had a fall, and turns out there are a lot of complications following the fall. she's been receiving one treatment after another ever since, and i'm flying to see her today. we don't have t…