The Sock-Monkey As Alone

I am often tired of my circumstances.

I have already written one long blog post today but I feel like trying to write another.

This is a rambling mess of ideas I been chewing on for weeks hope someone can find some value in it.

I clocked in sixty five hours of Astlibra: revision in the last week.

When I was a kid I was fairly inept… my older sister was a near Olympian level athlete.

I have watched the vast majority of Trent (Miscast!)

I have been working on Grim Metal Bedlam almost daily for the last few weeks and writing in my journals ideas of how to approach primordial maximum.

1 Therapist - “I think you should morn the children you’re not going to have… as if that loss was measurable and as tragic as it feels.”

1 Therapist - “I think you should morn the children you’re not going to have… as if that loss was measurable and as tragic as it feels.”

Been on a kung fu film kick as of late.

A beautiful dream of passions in the clay.

My pet cockatiel Luna got spooked by a noise on the highway and flew into the wall.

My favorite movie is kill bill.

Blindsight is the pragmatic poetry of the unsentimental mind.

What happens when you mix one part James Bond and the other part kill bill.

I always wanted to be a writer more than anything I wished I had acquired the ability to write well.

“What are your plans for the future?”

Starting this off with a nerd list with my current top ten novels 1 Stone junction by Jim Dodge 2 Gravity’s rainbow by Thomas Pynchon 3 Ridley walker by Russel hoben 4 Stella Maris by Cormac McCarthy 5 even cowgirls get the blues by tom robbins 6 Alice ad…

Poetry is the sparks of flint, of the human souls in conflict with eternity It is the effort and reward of ambiguity as a document for the living It is the simple act of investing in your life because other people are worth it

Cleaned 24 miniatures, assembled, repaired and glued to 28 mm bases yesterday.

Pirates of the Caribbean has a weird place in my life.

Spent most of the day reading playing at the world and now watching a supper bunny hop video inspired by that book talking about kriegspiel.

I am trying to make myself work on stuff more but struggle to get started in the morning.

Took several days off from stress and needing to recalibrate my sense of self.

I have watched adventure time all the way through, once a year for more than half a decade.