darsh's life

Here are some things I did between 2026-08-31 to 2026-09-06 and some words about them.

i open up to love it's what being human is about right?

i've been seeing a clinical psychologist for the last 4 months they recommend i feel my feelings locate them in my body think of what i am happy about myself each day self regulate my nervous system by doing x, y, and z the current way of existing is via…

i went to the inner west jazz festival held on gadigal land on thu the 28th of august, 2026. here is a short gig journal!

an innate fear of losing everyone will it ever go away?

I went out to my local park earlier today.

i try to find you nearly everywhere i go i go to hear music and hope to find you there knowing you'd experience the music in all it's fullness maybe crying as you often do taken by the emotions i go and see the sky and stars and think you're there being t…

i walk into the bar alone i feel so many eyes on me i think they're judging me but secretly i wish they would embrace me i ask the bartender for a red ale could i have a schooner i say she says no because they only do pints or pots why does such a simple…

There are times when an itch for a semi-formed adventure brews in a restless mind.

i walked past a blooming golden wattle tree i was thinking about all the things i have left to do in life switching between doomscrolling on my phone and scrolling through possibilities in my brain of everything i don't have or will never have or have now…