kayzowl blog

For me, the venn diagram of autistic burnout and creative burnout has a lot of overlap between the component circles, but there are a few things that distinguish them from one another.

I think I'm probably gonna go to the grave bitter than tech bros and the billionaire class are starting to make me hate robots.

drew some stolitz after the new short on stream last night, made a patreon post. and here's the vod: youtube

Oh my gosh I finally reorganized my resources page and added a link to my navigation like i've been meaning to do for approximately eighty four years, and separated out some of it into a 'fun' page.

Okay, I've been meaning to talk about books and games and things I've been into for ages and I keep putting it off.

so i've been meaning to make a post for ages, and just haven't had the energy... just gonna drop a bunch of stuff i've been doing before i forget to mention them all.

once upon a time this was what my portfolio looked like and now it looks similar but with quite a few changes!

I'm planning to offer Surprise Me commissions on ko-fi, so i've been working on that in between finishing up the last couple exchanges I signed up for.

public post with shop updates, links to minibang collabs I worked on, and also a timelapse for one of the illustrations I did.

shop update, minibang art teasers, and some future merch previews in this public post.

this post is locked to members for now, and will go public in a week. just some stuff I was workin on today and previews for merch I want to make eventually, mostly stickers. and also a lil pikmin update.

You know how sometimes there's a thing you've been meaning to do or learn for a really long time and just never could figure it out or the right circumstances never happened, and then one day they do and you're like oh, that was super easy, why didn't I do

some patreon-exclusive art and an update for members

I updated my fic archive so it includes all the fic I wrote in 2025, of which there was a little over 80k.

I added a page for my ffxiv WoL, Keimrael, to my directory.

I forgot how nice it feels to add new stuff to my website!!

update for patreon 'cause i've been hella burnt out and dealing with lots of personal life stuff. sticker design, november patreon comm, stream plans, and an illustration wip (oh my)

hello i've started playing pikmin and i'm a little bit obsessed?

I posted links to my old sketchbooks on ko-fi and itch, and attached a copy of my 2022 sketchbook for patreon members.

some stickers I want to make and possible future convention plans

some lewd art i'm planning to keep exclusive to patreon, at least for a while

I've got two posts that i forgot to update here (oops!)

whoof i've been real tired.

i added my merblitz to the downloads collection, paid supporters can look at the layered clip file or color it in, and I put my gummy charms up in my ko-fi shop and will be making a public post soon.

the sleepy stolitz charms have landed!!!!

previews for some upcoming theme weeks

yet another new page has been added to my website!

some downloadables from the oofuri sketchzine i put together in 2020

Before I get to website changes, I found this really nice guide to making a basic website!

okay that buttons page is on my sitemap now, and it has resources and extra links, even though I still haven't made one for myself, haha.

I'm not sure how many people know of or have ever done any shipping olympics before, but I've participated in a lot of them and I put together a very long page to show off all of the stuff I made for them over the years.

I'm back again.

I'm gonna forget to mention it if I don't make a post, so I'm doing that.

First off: I added yet another page to my website, haha.

I've been extremely slow with artfight progress because I've been tired and haven't had much motivation, but sometimes it be like that.

I've been having fun so far with artfight!

I've been designing some potential merch for the future, you can see some early wips on my patreon

I spent a long time feeling like I was passively absorbing information, and I always thought I was kind of empty-headed.

I finally added a link to a sitemap in the footer on my portfolio, another task I've been meaning to finish for a while.

Okay, all my old notepin journal entries are now crossposted!

links to folders with stolitz art i've done and resized for use as desktop wallpapers!

y'know what. remakes would be okay if they were done with a specific goal in mind.

it's so annoying that cleaning the space in which i live also helps improve brain chemistry. i'm absolutely furious about it (originally posted to notepin on 21 fun 2025)

I saw a post about fandom that used chess an a metaphor.

hehe... happy 50 works on ao3 to me. 22 of them are from my newest fandom, from the past year and a quarter (it's now June 2025), despite creating the account in 2011. 210k of my total 350k wordcount from that time, too. wild.