for an eternal love

i can't really word this in an elegant, flowery way. bear my incoherent sentence structures it shouldn't be a hard concept to grasp, right?

it's been about 2 months. i always thought i would be different regarding death and that it wouldn't have much of a toll on me since it never did in the past... but it was such a rough time that it didn't really feel like me. i originally made this blog f…

been a little while!

i spent my day with one of my friends today. there was a pop up event for one of the games we play... so i decided to invite him. honestly the event felt kind of a scam but i still enjoyed my time. when we got home though, we decided to play "ready or not"

trying to let my diagnosis sink into my brain feels terrifying. like that's really me?

my third blog /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\ ~~ a few days ago i stumbled upon an article on substack1 (go take a read, it's a very well worded article!!)

it feels like i live in an alternate reality where nothing ever matters while it's also simultaneously a big deal. it's a big deal for all the wrong reasons. and it's only "important" if they were the person directly dealing with it. does anyone else not…

i think it's better if i blogged at the end of the day, just so i can prevent myself from spamming multiple blogs in a single day. but i'm not entirely sure if i'd even adhere to that. likely not. haha. my thoughts are so overwhelming... it's hard to cont…