june juice

"the plants haven't been watered yet" my mom says to me as i enter the dining room. i just came back from sitting outside on my laptop studying a photographers website and his works. scrolling through his work projects with different actors and brands. i…

sliced tomato + salted egg + fried eggplant with plain white rice i could eat a whole pot of rice with only that trio canned pineapple once in awhile... maybe once a month cherries i've always liked cherries.. also learned the darker the cherry the sweeter

snipped some parts of my movie review of the movie The Florida Project (2017) by Sean Baker. !!

i've signed up for the 30-day free trial for BFI. i still find it absurd how you subscribe to a streaming platform yet you have to pay for premium plus plus plus to access more films or music... anywho. i will be watching a lot of films and make most out…

forgot i bought this kit ages ago are any of my insecurities hurting anyone else by accident?

everyone and everything annoys me. im so sensitive. yet im numb. i feel crazy going through these moods. i can feel something, for a moment. for instance, happiness.. well is it even happiness if i feel empty and hallow?

it's been 2 months since my last blog post. well, even before that i haven't been consistent. i cannot match the pace i started with. not that it matters. i write when i feel like writing and post when i feel like sharing it, even to the void. hm... my ri…

i'm about to write my essay when i saw the sun spilling through the living room floor. sun is scarce so i want to feel it and be in it for as long as i can. the track 'being loved isn't the same as being understood' by vines started playing through the sp…

i'm no different than the normal joe. i just happen to know, learn, and understand about the brain and the mind and how it works in tandem with society. i'm no different really. for example, i like interacting with people. although later on when i'm alone…

i’m all up in my head againnnn… it’s crazy.. i will never escape this won’t i?