JojoPerceives

why, my dear little heart why?

I was thinking, wouldn’t it be wonderful to be in love again?

I’d heard that absence makes the heart grow fonder. but why is distance making mine colder?

12 Oct, Monday 11:05 PM Fuck, fuck, fuck.

There is this very specific kind of jalebi, thin and crispy, that I’d been craving since I came to Delhi.

I was drowning in you for so long, I forgot what it felt like to breathe.

I was dying for you right there, in front of you and still, you sit there having your breakfast.

Why you and nobody else?

Why do I cry if I’ve gotten numb to this heartbreak?

words

I was on a long call with an old friend this evening.

fuck, I miss you. can I say that, and still not act on it?

I had a really good friend in the city.

My favourite part of going to the gym is the walk back home.

what the fuck is this cosmic joke?

Last Sunday, while getting a bouquet made for my friend’s birthday, I asked the florist for a branch of baby’s breath.

Last evening was one of those days when a wave hit me.

Sometimes, this quiet dread washes over me in your absence.

Was it my fortune or misfortune to have been briefly visible?

has my desire to be loved by you disintegrated?

Am I still holding on?

11 July, Saturday 4:44 PM I did something brave today.