Jahan's stuff

Dreamt that I tried scrubbing the soles of my feet with a blue sponge, and a bunch of thin, pasta-esque worms crawled out

I wrote this a bit ago for a magazine, although that thing never got finished so I'm putting it up here.

Working on a monolithic kernel and operating system for RISC-V computers (specifically the DeepComputing Framework 13 dev board) with the goal of creating the best note-taking experience.

Talk of the town recently has all been about the killing of the UnitedHealthcare CEO.

Much of our lives is spent serving others.

There are democrats, and there are republicans; there are theists, and there are atheists; there is x, and there is y; there are a lot of beliefs out there.

In my last article I argued against identifying with labels which label parts of your identity, but another important type of identifying is with things outside of your self.

Who am I?

Thought is a conscious idea, while belief is a subconsciously chosen, chosen from thought, idea.

A pseudo-chess game based off a pseudo-roleplay-chess game made wholly in "pure" (as pure as it can be) Java.

This is a simplistic webring for all the existentialists out there.

It sounds like simple enough advice, which it is, but unfortunately I heeded not.

Made a tiny imageboard in PHP.

So many days.

A calendar based off the flood.

Dreamt me n S—— were standing in a long line (looked like was to F——'s room, for some reason) & S—— asked where B——, which made me laugh.

It's been a while since I've put anything up here (bit more than a month I think), so I'm just going to put some random poems I've scribbled down in my notebook over the past month or so.

A clock based off the flood.

Dreamt I was drowsily listening to school announcements at the end of class and it ended off on the lines of "…and oh ya someone died."

Dreamt I graduated and saw a ton of people I hadn't in years.

Dreamt I was in China and went driving with some friends.

Dreamt I was talking to S—— after waking up, saying how tired I was.

Dreamt of walls of text telling me detailed instructions on making sigils.

Dreamt of a bunch of short little worms, of which I was squishing with a tissue.

Dreamt I was playing some wargame in Model UN, 2 (me and J——) v 2 (don't recall who).

Dreamt me and M—— saw 4 lines of Duvet written and started singing it.

Dreamt I was alone at some carnival, playing random games.

Dreamt me and S—— were on some lawn at night, drinking under the streetlights.

There was a period of time where I put myself to being Buddhist.

Time should be simple.

Dreamt I was in some dark room, lots of wood, wet.

Had the same dream as the night before.

Dreamt that me, J——, R——, and some others voted on something of which I can't remember.

Dreamt I was in some post apocalyptic world companioned with someone of who I can't remember.

Dreamt there were lots of these tiny short black worms crawling up my fingernails.

Recently I've started seeing articles which about half way through I realize were written by AI.

Dreamt people kept saying something - how it was good God had died or something.

One of my favorite things to do on this digital garden is to add some text that pops up when you hover over the text.

Dreamt I was being quite theatrical with B——.

Dreamt I was living in a house on a very tiny island.

Originally there were only two beings - Man and Twin.

Dreamt that almost everyone on earth disappeared and the remaining people wanted me to become their leader.

Life is meaningless.

Dreamt that me and a few others were living away from the rest of the world.