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i was looking forward to something since yesterday at around 1 pm. i have been thinking about it, and when i was not actively thinking about it, it still lingered in the back of my mind. i scheduled an appointment to talk to a prof of mine about a reading…

ive been having some back to school thoughts and maybe it will do me some good to write them here. i read back a couple posts i shared last year, and was shocked by how completely vulnerable i am sometimes, even though this is technically public. i am pos…

i was reading the canon of pure reason B828 B832 and listening to dancing on my own and it was so good. i sort of want to have sex but i feel like a fat sack of shit. and i'm craving sugar. ugh.

on some days like today i experience a kind of living that is divorced from objective engaged life. i experience a kind of being that is not being as ive known it before. a being where i just am, i lose track of time. it feels a bit like i become a comple…

i am back from time with friends, and i find myself thinking. sometimes i think there are only a couple feelings and thoughts im capable of experiencing, and as i get older ill only ever find new ways to express those same things. like im a bottle full of…

sometimes i find myself unable to get women out of my mind. when i see a really beautiful woman she will be stuck in my head and for a while the only thing i can think of when i close my eyes is that woman, sometimes i imagine myself with her, sometimes i…

ASAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHA. fuck my stupid fucking life.

im so frustrated. i barely had any food and im now hungry but i cant go home to eat yet and theres nothing open on campus. i don't want to be fat and eat uni garbage slop anyway but im hungry and frustrated. my class was pissing me off. all the discussion…

i was reading about that guy that killed those 4 students in idaho. its so terrifying what people are capable of, and what can happen to people. i think its interesting whenever people like this guy are being discussed widely. on the one hand, i absolutely

it has been a while since i have written anything other than a text. i suddenly got a strong urge to do so just before bed. i get that feeling usually before bed. its almost like ive wanted to say things and i dont want to go to bed without saying them. im

I didn’t feel like speaking today.

I'm watching life is strange gameplay.