hypr.moe

i like hanging out with my friends

put your fears to rest all is right in the world

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unbearable

today i lit exactly 6 sticks of incense i had 2 meals and a snack i drank coffee and the air feels fresh i went outside three times and spun a hula hoop around for 5 minutes and drank 8 cans of diet root beer i charged every device i owned read part of a…

i miss being animals and running in the park and nuzzling my face into your hair and laying in the sun with you afterwards; not that we ever have but... i miss the future where we did 🤍

pit in my stomach food is offputting new job tomorrow and things will settle ittl be good i know it will its the last day of cold this week the windows are swung wide and green tea incense circulates in the air the town can hear the music and everything is

first days of fall im sick and the windows are open and its cold and my new job starts in 2 days and everything falls apart and things come together and emotions stagnate and overflow and i want so bad things i cant have and im scared and longing and unab…

oh my god i just realized ive been forgetting to tag all of my microposts as discoverable:false im so sorry ive been clogging up the discover page havent i ... i feel like a jerk please please forgive me LOL,, im putting a post-it on my monitor as a remin…

genuinely posting on twt has become a little scary bc of the visibility and pressure of having so many amazing and talented ppl following me ... like people i look up to so so much i .. i feel like im unworthy LOL. hgqwjwhgjhgsd sdgfhsdh ... im just a dra…

idk who to even tell but my kamioshi followed me on twitter im going to die of happiness......... i need to. make her so much more art. i. aiusyiueyriuwetrui esuhdgfjhgw eifgewrf uery f jkhgr jwehw ghjsdg fjhergjhgfgreg ahh ..

how far can my legs take me tonight ...!

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ive archived most of my older posts at this point but i want to archive ... more. not a fan of the voice i write in.. its too manicured...?

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i only ever get compliments on my hair from older women ... i have a hime cut and wear the back part in two braids tht aaalmost reach my chest ... they seem fascinated by the bluntness of my fringe and say it suits me well ... thx old ladies i think so too

you ever wonder who made up the laws of dating?

turns out fasting every other day so i can drink to my hearts content feels really. really. bad ... lets be sober; at least for a little while.

this blog got 500 hits today ... its a new record ... i feel ... terrified. sdjkfhhiudkjghfvjkdn

its strange how everything ive lost .. has come back to me in another form .. i wish for a little while something would just .. disappear entirely.. people exchanged for people. things exchanged for things. nothing wasted. nothing created nor destroyed...…

i like you a lot a lot a lot a lot but im being really super normal about it

ive come to enjoy daydreaming so much that i wonder if real life can be equally as satisfying when i was a kid i came up with this coping mechanism where id tell myself i secretly enjoyed things that distressed me. the anxiety of a balloon being filled to…

maladaptive daydreaming is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

when i started this blog almost four years ago i never imagined itd reach so many people !!

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ahhhhhhh all of my clothes feel wrong ... clingy and scratchy and shifting and too loose and too tight and suffocating and ahhhh .. i hate leaving my house ahhh ahhhh help

you would never guess given how infrequently i post on here but ... i used to dump my thoughts onto social media like i was getting paid for it. like an absolutely insane amount of posts every day. hundreds if not more. transitioning to a blogging platform

something new to plague my fantasies something wistful to lull me dizzy something saccharine to force me ill and nothing and no one familiar any longer

never go on your favorite piece of media's subreddit - worst mistake of my life!

while in some sort of trance rifling through my belongings again i came across a note i had written a ways back. i was moving boxes on a shelf almost out of reach and it floated ever so gently onto the ground in front of me. if inanimate objects could spe…

tw: sa i guess ── .♥ i never understood the desire to rush to the end like that. never understood why it upsets people to stop just beforehand. i think its better that way, dont you?

a close friend of mine disappeared after a sudden manic episode. summers are weird like that. my ocd is getting bad again. i think i might ruminate myself into a bottomless pit for fun. thinking a lot about love and sex and desire and if im honest it all…

everything falls apart

another familiar summer overcast skies and droning cicadas a heavy emptiness in my chest love and loss and loss and loss i saw god the other day by the river on a rainy afternoon so ill hold on as tightly as i can to a shaking facade of normalcy taking co…

oh - ive been thinking about writerdecks a lot lately. typically i catalog my thoughts on receipts or scraps at work and throw it all together later on for my longform posts. i havent been in the mood to hoard scraps lately though. i think itd be fun to t…