garnet carnet

and yeah okay i know what it feels like to be bone-frozen kissing in the English chill young and beautiful purposeless careless up til 6am your piano hands my tears in the library cheap bottle of wine and before sunrise miss the flight to dublin i’ve drea…

(“are you a good person or a coward?”)

I you don’t seem enthralled by anything I can offer you and it makes me feel a bit desperate. you don’t appear to want my thoughts or my knowledge or my labour, and you still seem to want my company, and it leaves me adrift. i want to be loved, i should g…

the cliche that we start with is daddy issues, alright?

moving keeps your life lean every time I zipped myself into two suitcases, I’d find something else unworthy of the space like shedding skin, a new molt every four months, fresh, fresh, fresh. moving keeps you hungry some exquisite trinket, given once only…

i like to behave as if i want total control over my own life in order to be happy. and yet i’ve historically given myself many obligations, which is a great way to ensure that other people and things will make life choices for you by default. but i think…

i mostly grew up thinking that chronic anxiety was something that happened to other people.

you’ve heard of lemon inside water. but i found out that you can also put cucumber inside water. it is just heavenly. and i think that probably the infusion is happening from the cells I have cleaved at the precipice, at the now-border between cucumber and